Right now, I am at a crossroads. Trying to figure out if I should go to school here in Rexburg or attend ISU at the Idaho Falls extension. I didn't submit a deferment for Spring Semester, and so now I am working on getting readmitted to BYU-I. It seems like I have to jump through so many hoops all the time here. That gives me the feeling that maybe we shouldn't be here. What I will miss about Rexburg if we move:
- My AWESOME Zumba class
- My neighbors and friends
- The fact that the playground is right next door to my house and I can see my kids playing outside from the window
- Being on my own and making my own decisions
- PRIVACY
- My ward (for the most part)
- Accessibility of every store I need nearby
- This is where I'm comfortable. I'm not very good with change.
Advantages of moving:
- My biggest support, which is my mom, near me at all times.
- No rent (I will still pay a little to help the costs for my parents)
- More childcare options if I do go to school
- No religion classes (expedite my schooling)
- Lots of areas for my kids to play (except I would need to watch them closer)
- Would need to get a storage space and have rental fees
- Make new friends...but really no one my age around
I'm weighing my options. I figure if I can't get back into school here, then I should take that as a sign. Really kind of dreading the whole moving thing again. I just don't know. Really, I would prefer not be have ever been put in this situation. Heavenly Father has a plan for us. I am sure of that.